How is it a true believers of Allah as the only god, The Only God can tolerate a worshipper of Jesus, The Son of God? How is it a girl who read, recite, understand and believe the content of Al-Quran can be with a man who read Holy Bible since the ages of 10? How can a Muslim girl be with a Protestan man who have the ambition of being a pastor? She who pray 5 times a day, and he who never missed the Sunday church session. She who believed that Muhammad S.A.W is the last prophet and he who did not want to believe the existences.

These two world collide! It was like a light, sun light. Coming from the same source, separated by two holes before hitting the floor. Two separated way from one starting point. She likes to be with him. So do him. They fall in love with each other. Only love and nothing else. At the beginning of their relationship they never have the thought of the differences that they have between them. Everything seems to be fine and good. But, time to time, they realised they can’t run away from the fact that they walking by using two different path. They can see each other, talk to each other but they can’t never walk by using the same path. Their end point is totally different.

Along their relationship they found out that they are compatible to each other. Complete each other. She makes him perfect and he covered her weaknesses. Despite their differences, they want to build a ‘family’ together. He saw his children face through her eyes. She saw her future with him. And each day, their love grew stronger than ever. Crazy! They cried together when they realised that they can never be together.Trying to search for a solution and they found it!

Between their love, there is GOD. How can human love can be compared with love to God? But who’s going to give in? Converting. Who’s going to do that?  Who will sacrifice the love to God for human love? Who wil take the risk? The Muslim girl or the Protestan man? No one will. They have the love to each other and to God. Forcing either one of them to convert is unfair and a selfish act. Thus, nothing much can be done. Still, they are together and hopping for a chance to fulfilling their dream.

“If we’re not meant to be together then why God lead us to meet and loved each other?”
“Because Allah want us to love Him more.”

“I love you but my love to God and Christian is bigger!”

“Then nothing can take my love to Allah and Islam!”

Two people from different background.Loving and trust each other. Laugh and cry whenever they feel like they want to. What is it with faith? And what is it with religion? If two people wanted to be with each other then why can’t they be? What is it with all of these complexity? And why didn’t they just give up?

Only God have the answers to all of those questions. Only He knew the reasons. Only He have the power to change their fate. Only He can understand their complexity. Only God and nothing else! And only Allah knew what I felt right now. This is my story. A love story that happened in two months of my life lately. A love that god forbid.